I earned and received my first paycheck today. Although it is not much at all, I now know the value of working for oneself and actually earning money rather than asking for it.Despite how much I disliked training and how boring I thought it was, I really enjoy working at CSC. I love greeting visitors, … Continue reading Pay Day →

I desperately need a pick-me-up. Or even something as simple as a joke. This is what happens when I stay at home alone all day: I get bored, then cranky, then frustrated. And now the Internet is being so provokingly irritating. But wait! I just got my diploma in the mail. It's actually quite chilly … Continue reading Emptiness →

I feel guilty for not having blogged in what feels like too long of time. I'm currently listening to Britt Nicole, a Christian singer whose songs don't seem religious at all if you don't know her background. Anyway, some very nice songs she has sung and some very nice songs I am listening to.Today, I … Continue reading Said and Done, All Over Again →

For some reason, I feel downright down right now. I could seriously start crying if I just think of it. I desperately need sleep, and I desperately need time to myself. I cannot wait for school to be over so I can have at least a day or two to catch up on those. I … Continue reading The Terrible, No Good, Very Bad Evening →

Senior Awards Night :)more tomorrow

Currently, I am at home alone, and I am scared to go back downstairs, for my paranoia compels me to fear predator-robberies, even in a gated, locked home. Because my parents have always told me all these crazy stories and because I watch too much "CSI"-related shows.Yesterday, I started to blog, and about three paragraphs … Continue reading Lonely and Scared →

"You've gone in too deep and now you don't know what to do. You can't back out anymore because you have invested so much in it." -LLIf things had gone as planned and if the world--my world--were perfect, I would be winding down at prom just about now. But things didn't go as planned or … Continue reading Happenings and Mishaps →