I'm not where I thought I'd be, but I'm proud of where I am. In reflecting on my accomplishments in the past 30 years, I feel that statement succinctly summarizes my life. When I was younger, I was determined to be married by 24, have three kids by 27, make six figures by 30, and … Continue reading I’m not where I thought I’d be.
Category: Inspiration
The Next Best Thing
I've been told by a few people that I've been close with that if I am constantly chasing the next best thing, if I keep wanting more or better, that I'll never be satisfied with what I have. In fact, two of them even said that I'll never be happy. The more I think about … Continue reading The Next Best Thing
I love you.
When I was telling a friend about my idea to compose the previous post, he suggested a positive alternative: "I love you". But this one would address myself, as opposed to a collective "we" or a general "they". In an earlier conversation with another friend, I admitted that I constantly seek external affirmation. Whether it's … Continue reading I love you.
I don’t love you.
Recently, I went through a breakup. I am still going through what I have come to recognize as the anger-sadness-humor (of the dark variety) cycle, and I have been reflecting. This morning, I woke up and my first thought was: Why don't we say "I don't love you"? It takes immense courage and vulnerability to … Continue reading I don’t love you.
I am greater than my highs and lows.
Recently, I had my first diabetes-related emotional breakdown. It was surprising to me even in the moment because I never thought that diabetes would break me—at least emotionally. I had been struggling for over a month with my pump and CGM supplier, with hours-long holds, unhelpful calls, and overall seeming unwillingness on their part to … Continue reading I am greater than my highs and lows.
Having Shame and Diabetes
It's no secret--shame is a pillar of Asian culture. One of the consequences of that is we don't talk about issues. We don't air out our dirty laundry (which is a particularly funny saying in this case because the OG Asians will always only air dry their laundry for the sake of frugality) because we … Continue reading Having Shame and Diabetes
Becoming Healthier
I like to believe that I have accomplished a good amount in my lifetime, particularly over the past two years. But I was never truly proud of myself until this week. I finally went to my endocrinologist because I was overdue for a visit. The nurse did all the usual things--ask the standard questions, check … Continue reading Becoming Healthier
Running Thoughts
"Are you crazy?" Yes, I am a little bit crazy, but I think we all knew that already. Signing up for half marathons was an idea; signing up for 10 half marathons was a mentality: go big or go home. Yes, I could have done two or three... But there was a 10-pack … Continue reading Running Thoughts
Taste of Empowerment
The first time I ever felt empowered was the second day of sixth grade. On the first day, my mom had taken her morning off work to drive me to school, from Chinatown to Northridge, in order to give me my insulin injections for breakfast and lunch, and to make sure the school nurse knew … Continue reading Taste of Empowerment
Song-Induced Ramble
https://youtube.googleapis.com/v/5wFg4rs9PxQ&source=uds Don't make plans, 'cause that's just hoping Don't make promises, 'cause they get broken Let's just take it one day at a time And live our lives 'Cause hearts fall harder from higher places Love gets lost in expectations Let's just take it one day at a time And live our lives ... … Continue reading Song-Induced Ramble






