Yep, today was both Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day. Clearly, for Chinese people, the former outshines the latter. In fact, the latter was pretty much forgotten, I think.During lunch today, we were talking about J, who joined the army. I told my mother that his mother had told us that he had sent a … Continue reading Chinese New Valentine →

I really want to take off my contact lenses now. But then I wouldn't be able to see because my eyeglasses aren't here. I don't particularly wish for many things, but right now, I wish that we can just settle at one place and one place only, because quite frankly, I do not have time … Continue reading Tired Eyes →

Yesterday on the way to the Clippers game, I found a Frankie J song I don't believe I had ever before heard. Needless to say, I was stunned. Therefore, I am currently listening to "Crush".I feel so liberated. The first semester of senior year is officially over, and no longer do I have to worry … Continue reading Frankie J →

I lied. It isn't nothing. It's many things that make me think it's one big thing. Argh, I have been feeling down for a few days, even though I probably haven't showed it until today. This is so uncharacteristic of me that I am frustrated with myself for feeling this way. And for having such … Continue reading What’s wrong? →

I have given up so much for thisTime, effort, prioritiesThinking that I would finally come acrossSomething long-lasting, something goodBut like every other time,Despite how much I have put forth for itAnd how little I have put forth for myself,I end up with nothing after all.Nothing at all, after all.Isn't it sad? From time to time, … Continue reading After All →

I know when I don't deserve to be treated a certain way. And I don't deserve this right now.

Honestly, I feel at a loss for words right now. Aside from the ones I'm typing, obviously. I don't know what I want to talk about tonight, but I'll just go with the flow, as I usually do (to no avail).Hmm... yeah. Still don't know what to say. Whatever I have to "complain" about, I … Continue reading If You Say Those Words →

It has been raining the entire animal kingdom for the past two or three days. Every time this happens, I can't help but point out how uncharacteristic this weather is for Los Angeles, when it only gets progressively, increasingly characteristic each time. I suppose I should get used to this incessant rainfall if I do … Continue reading Torrential Rainfall →

The week has barely begun (I considered today Sunday) and I am already stressing out about this week in addition to the following two or three. On top of that, I am getting sick. My throat is currently drier than desert sand, and my voice is starting to become raspberries. Ahhh.tomorrow: AP Bio test, art … Continue reading Talk about stress! →